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Saturday, October 28, 2006  im new friends with your old friends now - i'll take them if you've just grown up, gone different ways, become different people,.or found that girlfriend you've always thought about when you see that girl on the train, and catch her looking at you, and you think to yourself, this could be it, that could be her, if only i had the means and reason to get up and put my book down and wind up my discman headphones and put it all in my bag and say "it would probably be a mistake for you to even think of me, but i think you're cool, and i was just listening to the greatful dead, and sure you could do better than me and i drink too much, but wont it be great to live the rest of your life asking what if? i couldn't think of anything better!! i got arrested last weekend and i cried in the cell becasue it sunk in yet again that this is my life and the world around me is simply natural and best friends with the devil - you cant get in too much trouble for being drunk where im from - have you ever wanted to go to prison!?" - if shers the right one she'll say "what the hell? where did that come from?" and she'll laugh for the first time in her life and and you'll go get some beers and she'll drink scotch, not because she likes to, but because in order for one to be sophisticated, one must present an image experience and hardship - in order for one to be intellectual, one must rarely laugh - and then she'll bump into some of her friends she didn't know would be there and for a few minutes you'l just be sitting there, drinking your beer too fast, smiling and nodding as these strangers talk to your new favourite girlfriend - and noone knows what to say- who are you? - and what are you doing talking to our friend? -you instantly hate them - and when they leave and go away, you feel so much better - "i hope im not interupting anything" you say, and she says "no no no" and touches your leg for the first time - you thank god, and order another drink without bothering to ask her if she wanted one more - they know you here - and after initially thinking that you and her share almost identical obsure music tastes, you slowly realise you're not that similar afterall, especially when it comes to music taste - "its okay, i never really liked myself that much anyway - i'm happy to spend some time with someone who is nothing like me - and if you ever ask why i drink so much, i hope i just answered your question and you spend the rest of your life - pissing it all away - simple, tradgic, positive and honest - forever asking what if and why not and loving everything second of it - walking home, on what you believe to be a natural-hgh, only to remember you've been drinking all day and night, for the last 3 days posted by Simon Saturday, October 28, 2006 |
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