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Tuesday, September 05, 2006  life's young nightmare - today's one and only realisation, and it comes to me as i sit at a bar and pretend im all alone, and have nothing and noone to talk to or think about - just me and a book i shouldve read such a long time ago - but it aint so easy after the third beer, what with all the col and pol and all - so you put the book down on the bar and focus on the beer, and after a while you notice you have put that book there on the bar, with absolutely no intention of trying far too hard to look intellectual - it was a natural occurance that took place and it's moments like those when you realise you are actually living, and not trying to reenact what you have seen to be cool - it's just happening naturally now life's young nightmare - and you look around, whereever you end up and think "maybe i really am the most insane person in this room" - everyone has at one point been the most drunk, the most depressed, the most shy - but how often have you been the most mentally ill? - two? six? seventeen? now thats living - who has lived the greatest life you know of? who has lived the greastest life of all time? out of everyone ever? who can be bothered trying? life's young nightmare - and sometimes we all need, and have the mother-nature-given-right to blame someone else - it's not always our own fault, and blame isn't a dirty word - even jesus (who owes buddah a six-pack by the way) had this twelve drinking buddies to help out and talk things over with - however, sometimes it's those we like the most who can take assumption one step too far, and no one wants to be that comfortable - and we all should see the value in sadness and depression and misery and not run and hide fearful from it - such vital and worthy thoughts - such character and selftruth - how can one not find themselves in random bouts of misery in times like ours? - i think it's just important and vital in an honest life - never trust anyone who is happy all the time - i would pick the down and outs over the up and them em's anyday. posted by Simon Tuesday, September 05, 2006 |
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