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Friday, August 11, 2006 you either do something to make someone else happy and everything is grand, or you piss them off because you're no  t doing what you really want to do and you're doing everything for the wrong reasons - where is my heart? will i spoil your night and day because i turned up only because you wanted me to be there, and deep down inside im dry and bored and annoyed and feeling kinda shitty towards everyone you introduce me to when they think i must be shy, when in reality i'm just feeling completely out of place like those times i walk into a record store and discover all they sell are dj-vinyl and i still pretend to look at a few records as they usally have a few records of interest and then get the hell outa there and buy a fanta - but im not sure, and im not shy, im just outa place here and i wont want to talk to them (and there is nothing wrong or rude about that), and im still a guest in a room full of hosts, and im still an outsider locked inside (laugh if you like...etc) - especially when im here - but if it makes you smile, and if it makes you feel good and happy and have fun, im willing to be there and sacrifice my efforts as the look on your sad face can melt the sun everyday till things work themselves out again and the moon comes up again cold and it gives us a reason to wear our cool jackets and take them on together and change the face, heart and soul of friendships and relationships (realationships?) forever - cos we are unlike any of themposted by Simon Friday, August 11, 2006 |
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