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Thursday, March 03, 2005 im thinking of going out in a blaze of glory - that being my final year of uni this year - im really gonna mess with some peope and try my best to cause some trouble - they all have the same opinions because they've all seen the same movies. "aren't we """"""""""""""""groovy"""""""""""? we should be proud of ourselves." i'm gonna try my best to wake them all up to the absurd and to an original thought outside of the stencil that university has used to paint their proud portrait - university has taught me a lot - but nothing more valuable than that i should be proud that i am trying to distance myself from the generation i was born into against my will - there are so many people out there who are too simple - and that is the reason i am always so eager to go out with you guys - they only act that way because they feel they have to - we feel as though we need to do something to define ourselves as a generation - but that isn't our job - the 60's are over - back then, they weren't patting themselves on the back like we/they do today - there was no reward for being cool. out-of-fashion is back in fashion. i think depression is completely natural and normal and expected these days - who can blame someone for being depressed? and who needs a reason why? those walking around happy and oblivious are the ones who need medication - i can understand suicide 100% - life and everything we do with it is nothing but an obligation - large chucks in the form of decades of life are being used as stepping stones - and one day their life will begin when it's too late - and they will break down and join me and those i admire and the strangers i nod and wink to - i understand country living - i understand isolation - i understand the outsiders. "you aint got nothing till you hit rock bottom" - those with their "minds in the right place" of today are the most aggressive, blind and deaf, ignorant people around - wakey wakey, it isn't working, but it makes you feel good about yourself - lets see what happens - i have regained my faith inthe universe and i believe i have my mind set where is i know it should be - i am not going down with a fight because my life is not worth fighting for - maybe we, they, them, us and him, are all right and we should just stop delaying the inevitable. death is not the end - it is the one and only certain thing in life - free and easy love is flawed - in the end death is really what we are after - i hope you and we are never comfortable - when you think about it long enough - it's not arrogant to think you are better than most people - the chances are.... you are right. posted by Simon Thursday, March 03, 2005
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