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Tuesday, November 02, 2004 remember, this country spends more money on a 5min horse race than a whole day of fund-raising for the royal children's hospital! this weekend is going to be huge, whether welike it or not - i dunno whats going to happen, but thats the beauty of it. im determined to rid myself of the cynical, sarcastic and pessimistic outlook i have harboured the past year or so - my mind has been pretty fucked up and beaten at times - but im gearing up to just dig everything again - it's not going to be easy or quick, and at times i will fail - but i wanna stay cool and choose life once more. i'm really enjoying writing my last few essays for this semester. my last one is due in on friday, but thats not important and fuck that - i know what i know, and thats going to take me through my strange life till the end. i don't want what they are all trying to give me - and no one should shamed by that. the sun is always rising somewhere, and setting somewhere else - that is really corny, but i don't care anymore, as it is a great and beautiful thing and i shouldn't deny myself that. and that goes for everything else - i also once hated the word "beautiful", but there is a wealth is simplicity. i have been writing myself so many rules in so many ways, and i didn't even realise that until just now, as i type this sentence. i also once believed that anyone who enjoys being a writer, mustn't be doing it properly. i now remember so well that it doesn't have to be the case - and i think im going to be a lot better off because of it. thank you once again. "standin' by a dumpster" posted by Simon Tuesday, November 02, 2004
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