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Sunday, November 03, 2002

   
for the first time ever, i was sad about the fact that we all die someday. i used to take comfort in it. it made me believe that i could do anything, say anything and think anything, because it doesn't matter, because we all die sometime.

this morning i woke up and i was thinking about this inevitable step we all take eventually. it made me really sad. i like the way things are. i like the people i love in my life, and i like the people who i don't like in my life. im glad im around, and im glad im young.

i don't want life to sneak up on me, and tap me on the shoulder when im 37. i don't want to be a wasted chance. i don't want my youthful goals and dreams to drag my floating cloud life down into pool of bitterness. of disappointment.

before this morning, the last time i was made sad was when a friend of mine, on the eve of his 5 month overseas trip, told me he was upset that he didn't get to see me before he left.

i don't get sad too often - but sometimes its just the little things.

posted by Simon Sunday, November 03, 2002


 
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